I May Be Weak But Ur Spirits Strong In Me

Wow what a long two weeks it has been for me and my family. Two weeks ago my little brother Joe passed away. The last few weeks have been very crazy. My feelings and emotions have been so over the map its crazy to feel so many things in such a short amount of time. Over the past two weeks i have felt the embrace of my Valleybrook family more than ever before. The prayers that were said for my family during this time of grief have been felt and have truly helped the healing process. I may be weak right now and sometimes don't know what to say or feel but i know one thing i am loved. God has been there even stronger then ever during this time and has just held me and let me be mad, sad, tearful. In the midst of my hurting heart and loss of my little brother i turn to God for healing and vision on what this now means for me and my family moving on with life without him. I turn to him when all i want to do is shut down and go numb cause its easy. Luckily i have many people in my life that see my heart.They call the truth out in my life and don't let me settle for going numb and i am so grateful for that. So i know that i am weak right now but i know the spirit is so strong in me. The hunger to pursue god is deeper than ever and the drive i have to not settle for numbness out ways any lie the enemy might sneak in. Depending on my father, Chrissy!!