Learning to Live Fully Alive

Over the past few weeks things have been all over the radar for me. I still need a place to live i still need a job but i am living different in my heart i feel more alive than ever before. I trust that God has all the details of a new home and job in his hands. I am learning what it looks like to stand and fight for myself and not allow the people/things of the world to get the best of me. I want with everything in me to only live to bring glory and honor to my king. I have allowed myself to be honest about things that have to go and be gone for a while or forever. Letting go of things is hard for me because i am a people person and try to make everyone happy all the time. The people pleaser is leaving and the GCI is shining through. Living different is hard and not fun at times but at the same time is filling me with joy and hope i have never had before, i am finding all i need in the only perfect God. So this time in my life when things are all over the radar my heart is moving and growing in ways i never thought i be at. Today i sit and look back over the last month i have been back, wow so many things i wanted to do and have done by now and tho alot of those things didnt happen God is faithful in giving me what i need in his timing. Learning to live fully alive

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I have been back in Eau Claire for two weeks and its seems like everything that could go wrong is. I cant find a job and thats is hard cause i need one really bad. It seems like the more that i look for one the harder it is to find one. I have looked everywhere and there are places that are hiring but i dont have any type of degree so it makes it hard to find something good. I am trusting that God will provide the job he has for me. Wednesday of this week my mom and i found out that we have to move. Our landlord died, the house sold and now the new landlord is jacking the rent up my 300 and my mom cant afford that. She is moving in with Roger and I have no idea where i am going. All i have is to trust in is God and his timing for everything. I am feeling lost and scared in this but now that i dont have to worry and be fearful of what may or may not happen i cling to the life of my father. the verse that keeps coming to me is“But whoever listens to me will dwell safely, and will be secure, without fear of evil.” (Proverbs 1:33). That verse along with others is the driving force that keeps me.